My Fiance

I believe that everyone has that special somewhere in the world and some day you are meant to come together whether it’s today or fifty years from now. It just so happens that I met mine about 7-8 years ago. His name is Trey Michael Brown, and he is the love of my life. I love every stubborn thing about him. We met at my grandpa’s church when I was only 13 and he was 14 at the time. I noticed him right away, but he didn’t even notice me because I was younger than him and super tiny. I don’t even think I weighed 80 pounds yet and I was in the 7^th grade. A couple of weeks later my wonderful sister decided that she wanted us to get together. I didn’t even have a phone yet but my sister let me text Trey off of her phone. That was the first time that Trey asked me to be his girlfriend, and yes I said the first time. We have actually dated five times. Of course we still talked between our break-ups so I’m not even sure if you could consider that really breaking up. I’m pretty sure that it was my fault each time too because I was so shy. I had trouble even holding his hand let alone kissing him. It took me a year just to kiss him. Trey had so much trouble with it in this time but he was always there for me still. Then about 9-10 months ago, Trey asked me to marry him on top of the waterfall that he built at his work. It was so beautiful even though all of the plants were dead because it was winter. It was the happiest day of my life! Now we are about to move in together and soon after we will be getting married. I’m so excited and nervous at the same time, but I know this is exactly what I want.

Thinking

What do you do when you have nothing to talk about? Do you just make something up, or do you just speak from the heart about what’s going on? I’m not quite sure. I really just want to be able to have a clear mind and be able to know exactly what I want to do when I want to do it. How can a person have a clear mind when there are so many things going on in life? I would really like to know the answer to this question. It is such an important thing to be able think and not have a mind full of junk. I feel like I need to do a million things at one time even though I know that it isn’t even possible. I just wish that I had someone to tell me what I need to do when I need to do it. Maybe even tell me things like what to write about in my blogs. Sometimes it is so difficult to think about things to write about. Even the simplest things. This would be why I’m writing about how hard it is to find something to write about. My brain is just so full of so many things that I can’t think straight. I wish that I could just have all of my stresses lifted off of me and be able to rest for once.

My Day

Today was a great day. I woke up and got my puppies all taken care of, then myself. I had myself a bowl of Honey-Nut Cheerios and headed out to my wonderful fiancé Trey’s house. I arrived there about 9 o’clock and we chilled for the next hour and a half and just rested the whole time. When 10:30 came around, it was time to leave to go look at our apartment that we found in Springfield to be our first home together. The apartment was really nice! The only thing is that it was pretty small, but when you have been in a camper for over a year the apartment looks HUGE! We agreed to rent the place from the lady and Friday we will be making it official by signing the lease papers! I’m so excited about this! Then Trey and I went and looked around for a place for me to work in Springfield. There are so many places in Springfield to work. The only thing about that is that not every place is hiring right now. After we were done looking for places for me to work I drove home alone because Trey works evening shifts for the City of Springfield. The drive home was a pretty normal drive. I just listened to my music and sang at the top on my lungs. I love to sing! Especially in the car where I’m alone and people don’t really care what’s going on in someone else’s vehicle. When I got home I got my some tender loin to eat and it was especially delicious today. Then I began to mow. I love to mow because I can listen to my music super high and just have time to relax and think about everything in my life. Our grass was so tall that I had to go over it twice to get a good cut on it so I got a good eight hours to ponder on all of the situations going on. It takes eight hours because we have five acres to mow and only an old and slow ride lawn mower. That’s what makes is all so much fun though. Then I got inside and I am now finally winding down my day with this blog. Goodnight all and I hope your days were just as great as mine was!