Sometimes all it takes it some talking to fix your own
problems. I couldn’t believe how much it has helped to just talk stuff out with
each other. I haven’t ever really been a person to talk very much. I have
always been a quiet person and it is really hard for me to speak my mind. It’s good
to know that I have found my voice. My voice has just started to pop out, but
it’s a big start for me. As I’ve grown up, I’ve learned that you can’t just let
people talk over you when you have something that needs to be said. I can’t
change how I am, but I can always try my best to speak up when needed. I really
don’t know what my life would be like if I didn’t learn to speak up. People
would just walk all over me my entire life like they used to I guess. I am a
people pleaser one-hundred percent. That makes everything twice as hard when I want
to tell someone “no” or some bad news. All I want to do is give good news to
everyone that I love, and I don’t want to tell them that I won’t do something.
I don’t like hurting other people’s feelings. I want everyone to be happy with
me so I know that I’m loved by them. It is so easy to love a person, but it is
so dang hard to stop loving even if someone has done something bad. I really hope,
that one day, I can speak louder and stronger in what I believe. I dearly need
some help.
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